Editor’s note – Many BCWorldview readers know this tension firsthand: work from home, set your own hours, and the line between rest and productivity blurs fast. This author writes as a freelancer learning that faithful work and anxious striving aren’t the same thing, and that God’s provision was never contingent on filling every hour. We’re running her reflection because it reaches well past freelancing, to anyone who quietly believes that stepping back – even for family – means falling behind.
A Busy Weekend, a Familiar Lesson
This weekend felt like one thing after another.
We spent part of Saturday helping a family member prepare for a big transition that’s happening soon. Sunday included a family gathering, and then today was Labor Day, so my husband was home from work. Since I work from home and set my own hours, I decided to take some time away from my normal work schedule too.
We had household things to catch up on, errands to run, and more things we needed to help our family with. We made several phone calls throughout the day as we worked through the details. It was a good weekend, but definitely a busy one.
Through it all, God reminded me of something I’ve had to learn over the years.
Everything does not depend on me.
I Used to Feel Like I Always Had to Be Working
When you’re a freelancer, or you run a business from home, there’s always something else you could be doing.
There’s another article you could write. Another post you could create. Another opportunity you could look for. And because your income is connected to the work you’re doing, it can be tempting to feel like every hour you’re not working is an hour you’re falling behind.
I’ve struggled with that mindset before.
There were times when fear would start creeping in if I wasn’t working enough. I would think about bills, savings, supplementing my husband’s income, and everything we wanted to accomplish financially. Instead of enjoying a Saturday or spending time with family, part of my mind could still be thinking, Shouldn’t I be working right now?
I’ve had to give that anxiety to God.
That doesn’t mean I stopped working hard. It doesn’t mean I don’t make financial plans or look for opportunities. It means I’m learning that I can work faithfully without believing that I am solely responsible for making everything happen.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. [Proverbs 3:5-6]
That’s what I want my life to look like. I want to do the work God puts in front of me and then trust Him with the results.
Editor’s note – The anxiety she describes – treating every non-working hour as a debt against tomorrow – is a temptation Scripture speaks to directly. Proverbs 3:5-6 doesn’t ask us to stop planning; it asks us to trust the Planner more than the plan.
Provision Doesn’t Depend on Constant Striving
One of the little reminders I received this weekend was another Vinted sale.
I wasn’t spending the entire weekend promoting my business. I wasn’t sitting at my computer working for hours. I was taking care of my home, spending time with my husband, and helping family.
And a sale still came in.
Of course, that doesn’t mean we can do nothing and expect money to magically appear. The reason that item was available to sell was because I had already done the work of photographing it, listing it, writing the description, and putting it out there for someone to find.
But that’s also part of the lesson for me. There is a time to work, and there is a time to step away from the work.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 tells us, “There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens.”
I’m learning to recognize the season and the responsibility God has put in front of me in a particular moment. This weekend, some of those moments weren’t about my business.
- They were about family.
- They were about being available.
- They were about taking care of responsibilities at home.
- They were about spending Labor Day with my husband while he had a well-deserved day away from work.
And none of those things were a waste of time.
Editor’s note – Notice this isn’t an argument for passivity. The sale came because of work already done; the peace came because she stopped believing she had to be doing more of it every waking hour.
I’m Learning to Trust God With the Results
The more I’ve been intentional about giving my business, finances, and plans to God, the more peace I’ve experienced.
My husband and I want to honor God with our finances. We tithe, we try to make wise decisions, and we work hard. But ultimately, I don’t want my security to come from how many hours I worked this week or how many sales came in today.
I want my security to be in God.
Philippians 4:19 says, “And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.”
Editor’s note – Philippians 4:19 promises provision according to God’s riches, not according to our output. That distinction is hard to actually live inside, especially when income depends directly on our own effort.
I’ve seen His provision in our lives before, and I don’t want to forget that simply because I’m facing another financial goal or waiting for another opportunity.
I’m also continuing to pray that God aligns the right people, opportunities, and circumstances in our lives for His glory. I don’t want to force open doors that aren’t meant for me simply because I’m afraid nothing will happen if I stop pushing.
That’s been a big change in my mindset.
I can work without striving. I can plan without obsessing. And I can rest without feeling guilty.
There is so much peace in realizing that.
This weekend reminded me that family matters. Being present matters. Helping someone when they need you matters. Taking care of your home matters. Work matters too, but it doesn’t have to consume every available minute.
I’m thankful that even through a very busy weekend, God continued to remind me that He’s in control. He’s providing. He’s giving us wisdom for each next step, and I don’t have to know exactly how everything will work out.
I just need to be faithful with what’s in front of me and trust Him with the rest.
As I look back over this Labor Day weekend, that’s what I believe God has been speaking to my heart:
You can stop striving. I’m still working.
And that’s something I want to carry with me into this new week. Has God been teaching or reminding you of something this weekend?
A Word from the Editor
Rest is not the opposite of faithfulness; unbelief is. This weekend is a case study in a truth every believer needs: God does not require our constant striving to keep His promises. He asks for faithful work now, then invites us to trust Him with what we cannot control.
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Editor Comment: God's provision rests on His faithfulness rather than on your hours worked, and Proverbs 3:5-6 describes exactly the trust you are learning to practice.
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